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shame
02:00
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no one knows
i get lost in my head
i make room in my bed
for you
you feel it near but don't know who
your graceful death it waits for you
youre dying just to feel in tune
with ugly fucking people
who dont like the way you look
youre ashamed and youre embarrassed
use their eyes and use their words to leave you
lonely, lonely on and off
youre longing for the things youve lost
with listless dreams of lips so soft
youre looking in the mirror
but its never in the eyes
yore ashamed and youre embarrassed
of the way you wanna f*ck until you die
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home
01:31
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home with the lights out you go
home the people they get old
enjoy your quiet luxuries
through your windows cars are sighing
"please dont go away"
home with the door locked you stay
home you would rather sleep alone
your life lived comfortably
past your doorway people fight
like wild animals
home where you want to be, yeah?
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fun and easy
02:03
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I see the floor of you room in my dreams
and long for the taste of the stains in your sheets
watching while you sleep
no one to speak to and no one to see
and every wasted day drags you closer to me
death is fun and easy
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goodnight
03:14
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i wanna ave a place to go
filled with people that i know
the friendly faces smile at me
see the dirt and grime between open mouths
and now i know what friends are all about
i wanna feel you next to me
hold you close and hear you breathe
i wanna live inside your head
hear those things unsaid
between unloving orifices
and now i know what desperation is
dead palm trees line the highway glaring down green exit signs
cars rip the asphalt faces burned between the dotted lines
over and over you will sleep like shit but wake up feeling fine
i wanna have a place to go
filled with people that i love like the old days
before we had to go our separate ways
dire eyes dot the shoreline stare resentment into me
head hanging over pierside beg the ocean swallow me
you feel like a smile on an east coast morning
after snow all night
goodbye!
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closer than ever
03:23
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press your weary face to the cold downtown
drink until there’s no one around
the southern winter talks to you in stifled voices
hey how’ve you been?
how have you been?
how have you?
a shotglass filled with ashes you bleed into
her citys always calling you
remember how your lover used to love you?
we were closer than ever
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flower
01:39
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I could apply to the flower shop
but that won’t make me pretty
and I could find a brand new job
but ill still have no money
whats the point?
I could do anything I want
like I said I would at sixteen
and I could put my makeup on
but I will still be ugly
whats the point?
I could go to my old house
theres a flower in the window
where the people disappear from me
I’m smiling in their shadow
whats the point?
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shame ii
03:25
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broken seams, a burning hand to grope you in your dreams
and savor nothing
hide away, nevermind the nasty things they say
nevermind how shameful urges shining through
leave vista's vengeful eyes ice blue
but god is waiting here for you, you know
sex appeal, you clench your fists around the love you steal
in sullen anger, kiss away
lover's lustful lips can't make them stay
bleeding through the shameful thoughts that make me shake
leave angels crying in their wake
in oceanside the tide is gray, you know
no you don't
don't you know?
the desperate ways i hide myself
and pushed away the things ive felt
to live in shame to live in hell, you know
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I will call you half asleep
and speak your scriptures into me
god is on the phone
and he is telling you youre dirty and youre sick
I will call my east coast friends
and ask them "hey how have you been?"
friends are on the phone and they are telling you
its different since you left
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fun and easy (demo)
01:43
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I see the floor of you room in my dreams
and long for the taste of the stains in your sheets
watching while you sleep
no one to speak to an no one to see
and every wasted day drags you closer to me
death is fun and easy
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10. |
shame (demo)
02:06
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no one knows
i get lost in my head
i make room in my bed
for you
you feel it near but don't know who
your graceful death it waits for you
youre dying just to feel in tune
with ugly f*cking people
who dont like the way you look
youre ashamed and youre embarrassed
of ow the way they use their words can leave you
shook
lonely, lonely on and off
youre longing for the things youve lost
with listless dreams of lips so soft
youre looking in the mirror
but its never in the eyes
yore ashamed and youre embarrassed
of the way you wanna f*ck until you die
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